Today as I read in Corinthians 6-7:
“None of you should be proud of one person and despise another. Who made you superior to others? Didn’t God give you every thing you have? Well, then, how can you boast, as if what you have were not a gift?”
Seeing my life today, as it goes as it flows seems to me nothing genuine I catch for and entering another life with full of glamorous people making ones said who they are, and it’s immersing me on the shimmering world. Then the verse reminds me: ”Who am I to boast myself? And “Where are all these things coming from?” And all of my days I should’ve to smack me on the vertical matters like we see on peddlers or vendors out there. The circumstance like I used to, out of breath and I could’t move moreover at the end of the month. I remember some bug eyed on me as I didn’t do as they wanted. While I thought of my pocket was flat broke and I was sitting as a nutty person that should go on my life forwards. Perhaps some people thought I’m imbecile and I used to get it, and I won’t fight though I really wanted. In my heart says that one day they’ll know it….then it come true, I’ve felt on the top of the world that time but that verse always reminds me as I read Bible such right now. Seems He wanna tell me not to be mingled with worldly impulse coz everything I have and everything I get right now are all Yours, and not to be proud and boast of my self because I’m all nothing without You…..
KL, June 27, 2007